Tuesday, April 14, 2009

Heartbroken

Very hard day today. My beloved Grandpa Odell passed away today. I don't even know what to say. We're all heartbroken. I do feel peace thinking of him with his parents now. I know he must be happy and at peace. I thought of one of my favorite scriptures from the Book of Mormon. In the book of Alma, chapter 40.

Now, concerning the astate of the soul between bdeath and the resurrection—Behold, it has been made known unto me by an angel, that the spirits of all men, as soon as they are departed from this mortal body, yea, the spirits of all men, whether they be good or evil, are ctaken dhome to that God who gave them life.
12 And then shall it come to pass, that the spirits of those who are righteous are received into a state of ahappiness, which is called bparadise, a state of rest, a state of cpeace, where they shall rest from all their troubles and from all care, and sorrow.


It gave me some peace. It made me think of how I feel in the temple. I think that's how my Grandpa is feeling now. The weight of this world is gone, and in its place is peace and joy.

He was such a good man. Such a big part of my and my family's life. I love you Grandpa.
Not much else I can say. We're just so sad right now.

Abide with me; 'tis eventide.
The day is past and gone;
The shadows of the evening fall;
The night is coming on.
Within my heart a welcome guest,
Within my home abide.

[Chorus]
O Savior, stay this night with me;
Behold, 'tis eventide.
O Savior, stay this night with me;
Behold, 'tis eventide.

Abide with me; 'tis eventide.
Thy walk today with me
Has made my heart within me burn,
As I communed with thee.
Thy earnest words have filled my soul
And kept me near thy side.

Abide with me; 'tis eventide,
And lone will be the night
If I cannot commune with thee
Nor find in thee my light.
The darkness of the world, I fear,
Would in my home abide.

O Savior, stay this night with me;
Behold, 'tis eventide.
O Savior, stay this night with me;
Behold, 'tis eventide.

11 comments:

RaeLynn said...

Jenn, I'm so sorry. There is nothing that I can say that you don't already know. Nothing that I can say that will take the pain away. Just know that I love you and I'm thinking of you.

Missy said...

You go ahead and feel sad...you should. I'm so sorry...I'm thinking about you too.

Tooele Brezoff Family said...

I am sorry, Please know I am here for you!

Gabrielle said...

What a lovely tribute and sentiment you left here. My sincere sympathies to you today.

maugers said...

I'm sorry, you have an amazing outlook on all of this. Please remember that we're praying for you and your family right now.

~Jordyn said...

I'm so sorry for your loss!

As Told By Molly said...

My heart goes out to you, I wish I could fix yours. You are right to think of your grandpa at peace with his family that have gone on before. That's what this Easter is all about, knowing you will be together forever someday.

I am never too busy to help out a friend. But, yes, we will have a new address pretty soon.

Kellye Wilcox said...

I'm so sorry Jen. It's always hard to lose a loved one. My heart goes out to you!

Amber said...

Dear Jenn,
So sorry to hear about your loss. My heart, thoughts and prayers are with your family.

Love,
Amberly

Katie Nash said...

I'm so sorry to hear of your loss. It's such a reassuring thing to have the Gospel in our lives to know that we WILL see our loved ones we have lost.
Thanks for sharing that wonderful scripture.

Valerie said...

Oh Jenn, there's nothing to say but I'm sorry. I know how much it sucks to lose someone you love. I'm sending lots of love your way from New Hampshire!

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